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I cheated on my wife. I need to come clean.

I cheated on my wife.  Over the last few weeks this blog has been a place to bear my soul and I think it is only right to be totally honest with you. my reader. I have been stopped in so many areas of my life recently as I learn to live with this injustice. I am behind on my own blog, launching my web course, making the show notes for London Bloggers Meet Up and doing the washing up. I lie awake at night in a cold sweat. How it all started I am still trying to work out how it happened, Februa
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Life is like a bowl of chocolates and this is where the pain is.

I was going sit on this for ages. I have been sitting on it for about 13 years now so a few more minutes would not seem to make any difference.  But they have. Ever since I bounced out of my therapy session this morning I have not been able think about anything else. I have waited years to make this connection. Sometimes therapy is really mentally draining, I know I want to get somewhere but "the ghost" is digging it's heels in and is mentally exhausting. Kind of like when you have a 2 yea
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Sing when you are winning!

There is a new struggle today. But I am alert and winning.Yesterday was epic, I kept on track and productive all day. I planned my time, tasks and energy.It went a bit wrong at the end, I lost track of time and ended up getting home late.  Dead goodHowever, at the end of the day I felt tired and accomplished, over the last few months at a similar time of day I'd felt like killing myself (not that I ever would, I am far to anxious for that.) Usually my head would be ringing, I'd see no way out, I
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Sitting at a railway station, I've got a ticket for my destination......

I feel like I am home again this week.  I spend my best time At Work Hubs in Euston and 90 Mainyard in Hackney. (If you are still pissing about in Starbucks come and join us here) Life was absolute fucking torture in the last few weeks. I thought I had it all worked out and seemed to neglect the fact my health was "below par" - feeling good again for 6 hours in a row is not a cure. Before I knew it I'd committed to 15 things everyday before 10am.  One thing writing this blog has taught me is
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30 Day Blog Challenge Day Two - On the move

If you woke up tomorrow and were free to do anything you wanted with your life, what would you do and who would you be?  These days I am fine with being me, which was not always the case. And if I woke up tomorrow and could do anything I'd be on a plane to Argentina armed with #Supercoolwife and #Babybernie.  From Argentina I'd write stuff like this blog from Tigre just outside BA and record podcasts with people about the "Sharing Economy" and "Collaborative Economy" (or what ever it is calle
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30 Day Blog Challenge Day One

TODAY’s challenge: Write a post on why you started your blog, who you wanted to reach, what you wanted it to be all about. Then state why you joined this blog challenge and what you want to get out of it Holy Hedgehogs! I am already 10 days behind and have been waiting for the planets to be aligned before I start. (I am going to post this on 2nd Oct to keep the sequence) So that is the second question answered. I joined this blog challenge to kick myself into shape, to "beat the resistance" an
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Thanks for sharing #LLBS

I don't know what I was thinking - usually I am making people tweet at events. However, after Social Media Week my enthusiasm has been quelled. What really got me laughing was the tumbler blog (I'll find the link) that ruthlessly "added comment" to people's tweets. If you are worried about looking good, someone disagreeing or having a swipe stay home.  That blog is a million miles away from ask.fm bullying. It is for people (like me) with their heads so far up their internet arse they don't
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Here we go again.... 30 Day Blog Challenge TAKE 2

Bored shitless with smashing my head against a wall I have been relaunched back into action with Natalie's 30 Day Blog challenge.  Ok maybe this has been made easier..Made easier after working out what I don't want to do and who I do want to do it with.  The sliver bullet came with the Sharing Economy Podcast and blogging. for 1000's of years I have looked for something to do online that means I can work from anywhere. In the last few months i have cracked it. Hardly original, an online blog cou
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Back and bad

After spending yesterday morning inside my head and cross eyed everything turned out well. Big thanks to the people that SMS'd and DM'd me to get my head out my arse. Even before you sent the message knew you were right. The Lesson I thought all morning about blogging about it and then when finally did I woke up. I love blogging. I am sure more than one of you are wondering why I wrote his shit.I have moved faster in the last week than I have all year. Also when I walk into a room these days the
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Make something of it!

Bollox, here we go again.  The way I am feeling right now this will be a sad, sad, read.  In fact it is really daring of me and the main reason I am writing is quite possibly so the both of you that read this will come and punch me in the face and say "just get on with it Mitchell". I have been using up at least 30% of my head space thinking about whether to share about this or not. So I decided to share. Yesterday I did two events and one went BRILLIANTLY and the other one I died at.Not even