BLOG Why I'm not a writer - YET Ramsey has a blog post by Blog Tyrant that I make myself go back to every so often. "Why you are not a writer" is a list of what we do instead of writing. That list of important things like ‘getting set up to write’ that take longer to get ready than actual writing. I spent last week beating myself up a bit I because I set out to blog everyday in 2015. Blogging everyday is not going well, I write everyday but I don't post every day. I 'forget' or 'wait to finish' a post. Chose yourself The
BLOG Just another 30 day blog challenge… #21 It was 1997 or maybe even 1998 and I was wondering around Canary Wharf where I worked, I felt like a teenager and was certainly acting like one. I had just only just got over big relationship number two and little did I know I was heading for big relationship number three and a couple of years later would have my heart ripped out again. I would excitedly meet 'then girlfriend' and gaze into her eyes over coffee at Pret, or wait in the rain by the Docklands train - no Jubilee line in those days
BLOG Just another 30 day blog challenge… #20 So reader, what is going on here? A few of you, well two people have asked "Hey Bernie how is the blog challenge going?" Honestly some days it is a curse, a curse in the way that small children who are alive and full of energy are. You want them to be that way and love them dearly but sometimes you are not in the mood and have to play anyway. On the flip side I have learnt a lot about choice from both #babybernie and my blog. For Years I have 'dreamed of being a blogger' I have dissected every
BLOG Just another 30 day blog challenge... #5 Last night I could not dare to sleep. I knew the best thing to do would be to sleep and then wake up and hope it was all over. So of course I stayed up and felt even more shit this morning. Luckily I had the internet and was able to pass the time watching You Tube videos... I had watched this Ruby Wax video when it came out in 2012 and thought 'how cute' then at the end of 2012 my brain melted and now I have a better understanding of what she is talking about. In this Ruby jokes about if you h
BLOG Just another 30 day blog challenge... #4 Fuck me this has been the worst day for ages. I am declaring a meltdown. In fact I took another dose of anti-depressant this afternoon as I was thinking I had not taken any. Of course I had it is the second thing I do every day. I have been moping around all day, I feel the most angry I have done for ages - I even shouted at #Babybernie this morning - I only shout at #Babybernie when we are practising "Good Morning Vietnam" - so of course I was even more angry at myself and then spent the whole
